Last night I found out I was a winner of a ticket to The Mad Blog Awards 🙂 I had to guess the song in a video (you can see the full video Here) I will be honest I had no idea what the song was but my 13 year old daughter knew straight away! So she is probably going to use that one for a while 🙂
I am so excited but also really nervous. I am rubbish at meeting new people. I know I shouldn’t but I always worry what they will think of me and if they will judge me.
People will look at me and say I am a confident person but I’m really not. I do talk a lot but that’s because I’m so nervous. I always come away from meeting people and think “oh shit, did I go on too much? Did I let them talk or did I talk over them?”
So if you see me there, I will not be offended if you tell me to shut up. People that know me do.
I do say I don’t care what people think of me, I am who I am but a little bit of me does care, I am human after all (Yes I am)
I’m also nervous because I am a very, what’s the word? A control freak! I like to be organised, to know what to expect but I don’t because Iv’e never been before.
I don’t know if I need to stay two night or one night. Where I get the train to, where the place is, what I have to say when I get there. Arrrggghh!
I’m also worried that I will have a panic attack and that I will be on my own.
I know I sound really lame but I can’t pretend to be someone I’m not on the night if iv’e already told you 🙂
Have you been before? Can you give me some info on what to expect? Is it your first time too? Are you as nervous as me? Would love to hear your comments x