On Wednesday I had a miscarriage. I feel sad that I have lost a baby but I also feel guilty for feeling so messed up about it last week.
I thought I wasn’t ready to have the baby, you can read why in this Post but now I realise I was ready.
I also feel guilty because Tom (OH) was so excited that I was pregnant.
I feel so physically and mentally drained.
I’m trying to stay positive, if not for me, for the kids
I won tickets to the baby show and was unsure if I wanted to go but we have made the decision to still go because it might make us feel better and maybe more positive that we can always try again……maybe, I don’t know.