Dad on your Birthday

Today would have been your 59th birthday Dad. I still can’t believe you’re not with us anymore. It’s been 11 weeks since your were suddenly taken from us and right now it doesn’t feel any easier.

Today we probably would have popped round your house to give you your presents and maybe gone out for a meal.

These few weeks have been harder because you’ve missed so much. There had been so many times when we’ve said “dad would have loved this” you’ve missed;

  • Jacks 2nd birthday party.
  • Teen daughter turning 17 and finally getting a provisional license.
  • Your granddaughter turning 18 (my niece).
  • Your only great grandson turning 1 (my nieces son).
  • Your grandson joining the army (my nephew) we know you were so proud of him and didn’t want to miss it.

And I can’t help but think of all the things you’re going to miss in the future. We have a few events planned this year that we were supposed to be attending with you and I know they’re going to be so hard to enjoy.

I have moments of feeling really sad that you’re no longer here but then I have moments of anger because you’re not here.

I miss you so much Dad and I wish more than anything that you were still here with us 💜

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6 Responses to Dad on your Birthday

  1. Oh darling, I am so so sorry for your loss. The first birthday, Christmas, anniversary is so hard and whilst you might not think it right now, I promise you it does get easier. I lost my dad almost 6 years ago at the age of 64 – like your dad, far too young. Sending so much love to you and your family xx

  2. Oh this is so sad, so sorry for your loss. Having lost my mum when my eldest girl was only 11 months I do miss the fact she’s got to miss out on her grandchildren growing up. x

  3. Jenni says:

    Oh I am so sorry for your loss. We lost my auntie just over a year ago and it’s hard when she is not there for special moments. Thinking of you

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